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YOU
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Name: Chng YaWen Adela
Nick Name:Xiaoya

I'm a Mixed Thai n Chinese
Wifey of Soo Bee Leong
Mother of Soo Kailing, Lowell Tan Li Xuan and Quinton Soo Tian Le
Can be very kind n gd to u,bt don provoke me!! if not u will regret!!

Waiting For Hubby to Come Out!!

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welcome to my blog
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Loves
happy family


我最爱的老公! Photobucket
我的公主!
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我的王子!
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BrOtHeRs/SiStErS Link
the exits

Kailing
Aloysius/Xiao long
ping
jolene
Joyce
Evelyn
Geraldine
apple
ying ying
sushi
karen (lunnie)
fiona (fifi)
magdelena
mei yan
belinda
feng ming
stephiee
yen hwa(lani)
yenny
meiling


Pretty Young Mummies'
the exits

candy-my real sis
Angelia
shelly
daisy
shirley
yvonne
zhuzhu
molemole
xiaoxue
joycelyn
baobao
Stephiey
Margaret
YvonnePeh
Aiko
Elaine
nicole
BK
A.J
Cynthia
jacqueline
Joanna
Bing Xue
Daw
Lina
Jocelyn
Sandy(phoebe mum)
Evelynne
geraldine
Karine
pei yun
michelle
Jocelyn(mother of rouji)
lynn
sandy(mum of 2 kids)
xianhui
Memories
the historys

March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
February 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009


Credits
the sources


Thanks to susu ( =
sushi


tagboard
the speech




Monday, February 9, 2009
still waiting for you .

Tis is all the picts tt took at the zoo wif all the PRETTY YOUNG MUMMIES!!! nth much to blog.. anyway haf a great day wif dem!! hope will haf another gathering wif dem again .. =) mummies attended : jacq-mummy of jabez&shyanne, daw-mummy of niya, daisy-mummy of dosen&dovan, joanna-mummy of darren. n joanna hubby fren ..

tml will be a lonely valentine dy for mi .. just mi n my son at home . hais .. even dad is bringin his gf to dinner.. sis n her hubby.. hais . so sweet.. miss hubby terribly.. hated the feeling!! spent 1st yr valentine wif hubby at changi beach. quite a sweet one. 2nd yr i was doing my confinement, 3rd yr mean tis yr im alone, 4th yr oso the same, 5th yr oso again the same, den only 6th yr den i can get to celebrate wif him .. hais .... bad.. sad!! :''(

be4 gg to the zoo.
jabez, jacq n mi ..
daisy n mi ..

daw n mi ..

baobei n mi ..

odelia, my niece..




baobei be4 cutting his hair ..






can u c his Dick ?? lols .






baobei n jabez.. c he is so happy!!
nowadays he like doing tis kind of face!!




baobei playing water in rainforest, kidsworld .. i just reborn my hair so i didnt get the chance to play wif him .. nvm another time .. wif my son n daughter .. hopefully wif my hubby too ..



group photo, lack of jacq cos she was the one taking for us .. sad .. bt anyay thx jacq!! sry mummies i lazy to edit so abit far .. hope u all don mind!!



mi n daw!!







♥ ♥ ♥ 11:02 PM

Sunday, February 1, 2009
still waiting for you .

Anyway ,My son birthday jus passed. 30 jan 08, held a mini party for him .. everything is perfect jus tt is not a proper family.. hais .. chinese birthday let him eat drumstick.. he look so cute.. more photo will upload soon!!

happy 1st birthday Quinton Soo Tian Le my baobei!! MUACKS . MUMMY LOVE U!!


♥ ♥ ♥ 1:58 AM

Thursday, January 29, 2009
still waiting for you .

I gt no mood to blog to do anything .. I'm SAD!! LONELY LONELY .. hate the feeling of lonliness!! i hate it. hate myself .. hais .. love hubby so much!! bt waiting for him the feeling is so terrible. hais .. okay just c pic ba!



































































♥ ♥ ♥ 12:10 AM

Friday, January 16, 2009
still waiting for you .

Nth much to blog. will not be working for tis weekn next week. till after chinese new yr ba. cos my mum gone back to our hometown in chiang mai. den she seem like nt comin back fast. so i sians le lo. hais . cannt go out play. opps =p mus look after my son. times pass so slow. hais. my sis n bro n mum gone back to thailand. den bro gf gone back to china. younger bro in army. left mi my son, younger sis, brother in law n dad at home. im gg to BORED TO DEATH le la. lucky today my younger bro book out . den sis n bro tml comin back le. if nt im gg to ROT le. hees.. haven but new yr clothes for mi n son n daughter.. has.. waiting for sis to come back to we can go shop tgt.. okay, nth much to sae le. let peektures do the work ba. anyway gg to c hubby on wed.... dunno wad to sae to him, dunno will be a cold visit again. or everything will be back like last time.. hais .. lets c ba ... laogong I LOVE U!!

Photos Time:

mi on dad car gg to eat ..
joyce n mi. she n siew ping came n find mi n acc mi. thx, loves!!
annoying face of mine .. hais .

mi n my bro, luis..

mi n youngest sis, yajing
mi n yougest bro, ah chao
mi n my boy..at hse downstair gg to ah ma hse .. loves!!

us again ... muacks..
baobei!!




do we look alike??
i miss my daughter .. will get to c her next week.. bringing her to buy new clothes.. bb mummy love u!! n didi .. muacks!! =)


♥ ♥ ♥ 11:14 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009
still waiting for you .

All the overdue peektures.. on shena 21st birthday celebration n some random days tt im working .. nth to blog so just let the picts do the talking ba .. :)

mi, apple, yenny n joyce ..

all the ladies .. i love dem!!
rico n mi ..
mi, apple, yenny, rico n joyce..
when im singing, candid by rico ..


the beautiful n sexy young mummy cum birthday girl, shena ..
both r ice cream cake ..

sandy,yenny,rico n mi .





baobei n mi ..

mi n joanne, colleague cum darling.

mi n rocky, customer cum fren..
amelia, colleague cum darling..
jessica n mi ..
kent n mi ..







my youngest sis.. yajing..
le n jing .







mi n sabai sabai bouncer.. sam ..









































♥ ♥ ♥ 12:16 AM

Wednesday, January 7, 2009
still waiting for you .

Gt a new fone le.. LG viewty KU990R. oso change my no. le ..finally gt fone to use le . those two days no fone use. like gg to die like tt . haha .. visited my hubby le .. nt veri happy. hais . anyway.. i love him!! okies .. shena n siew ping acc mi to bugis to buy hp n sign up a line. my no. veri stylelo de lo . 84444*** lols.. keep on 444 jiu shi le la. haha ..

PHOTOS TIME:
shena n mi testing out my front camera .. at bugis..
ping n mi testing out again ... :)
mi n my son sleepy look . lols..

wad a face man. haha.cam whoring ..



mi n keith .









♥ ♥ ♥ 5:45 PM

Monday, January 5, 2009
still waiting for you .

Fuck it! i lost my hp today. on cab. damn suay de lo. cb. so frens n sisters.. pls tag mi ur hp so i can contact u all. thx alot!! tag or email oso can. email will be better actually. gg to get a new fone soon. my no. will be the same jus tt i lost all the contact. my email is :xiaoya_9002@hotmail.com. hope to hear frm ur soon!! cheers!! :)


♥ ♥ ♥ 4:14 AM

Wednesday, December 31, 2008
still waiting for you .

Nth much to sae. jus let the pictures do talking ba .. :)

Photos Time:
mi n ping on mrt..





birthday ger, mi n my ah pa(musheng)



mi, ping, shena, birthday ger shimei, phoebe n the ger i dunno hu ..
mi n shena ..

mi n birthday ger ..!!
shena, ping, mi n keith .



candid shot...







♥ ♥ ♥ 6:34 PM

Tuesday, December 30, 2008
still waiting for you .

MERRY CHRISTMAS N A HAPPY NEW YR EVERYONE!!
didnt haf the time to update my blog due to working .. lols. jus roughly sae abt wad happen recently. on sun,28 dec went to my aunt hse for belated christmas party .. a family gathering. be4 tt went to my in law hse. quite enjoyable on tt day. ytd i went to shi mei 20th birthday. she celebrated it at CLUB SABAI SABAI .. im nt drunk nor high. so still okay lo . saw alot of fren tt so long nv c le. hees. okay. i tink jus cut short. lets the photo do talking ba!! i miss hubby so much!! will be seeing him on 6 jan .. i love u !! waiting ..

PHOTOS TIME:

My son wearing the fairy wings n hair band.. look so cute. bt he dislike.. u shall see his reaction. ........
mummy help mi.. i don like ... :(

mi n my primary skool mate-ming zhan .. 6 yrs didnt saw him le . reali enjoyed catching up wif him . :)
mi on the train to find shena ..

mi n jensen.. veri long brother cum fren !! :)
mi n keith .. :)

mi n kenny ..(nick ang kong boy) lols...

us again .. veri long time fren too .. :)
lols... kenny, mi n keith ..


look so xin fu rite .. lols.. frenship last always!!


mi n ping ..
us again outside . SABAI SABAI ..


the two pretty young mummies .. lols .. mi n shena . :)

6 to 7 yrs sistership.. still counting ....
retarded mi .. lols.. :D



♥ ♥ ♥ 5:16 PM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008
still waiting for you .

didnt haf the time to upload my blog. busy all tis while. haf start working at pub VIVA as waitress for part time. so ppl if can come n support mi okay .. is at central mall, opposite nana. took alot of photos on my bro, big boy n crystal wedding n oso the day gathering wif my beloved ones. went to swensens to haf our supper. haf a enjoyable nite wif dem. i love dem so much!!don sae so much le , jus let the picts do the talking ba .. (^_^)

Photos Time:

the candid shots ...
my beloved apple idiotic face. haha.

















































mi n shena ..
mi n vivian.


ohs!!

group photos.. wif my kids, short of apple..



all my loved ones..
top:sandy,casan, joyce
below:xue ling, siew ping n apple


while gathering ..



joyce n mi
ping n mi .


sandy n mi.
xue ling n mi .






















my brother's birthday... 14.12.08
dad n bro.

the ugly mi n bro.

sis, bro gf, bro n youngest sis n sis hubby.



bro n his gf .


angie the choice de yam cake, is nice, bt i dunno how to eat yam. lol.

mi n my army boy brother. went in army on 13.12.08. miss him ..
mi n my baobei daughter.
ah girl n mi.

the bride(crystal)

mi n ah soh


pretty n sexy de ah girl..

mi n the bride ..

lowell, jolene n kelly.






















is her wedding oso her birthday ..













































hubby.. i miss u ..


tinking of u ..




















♥ ♥ ♥ 7:18 PM

Wednesday, December 3, 2008
still waiting for you .

finally manage to upload all the picts le. hais, blogger is so lag.. facebook n friendster upload picts is much more faster lo. wonder whether blogger will change like facebook n friendster ma. lol.5 days trip to taiwan, first day at taipei, the other two days were at kin men(ancestor hometown), den last day at taipei again. waste so much time seeing scenery. only get to shop a little only. hais. bt better den nth lo. shall nt sae much le. let the photos do the talking ..

Photos Time:

1 dec 208 at hong kong nite nite club, brothers open 18 bottles, within 4 hrs finish 5 bottles. lol. tok gong ah!! lol. mi n apple.


mi n hao ge. da ge da.lol.
mi n sandy .

siew ping. mi n ah soh. apple, mi, siew ping n ah soh..

one of the biggest shopping centre at taipei.
taipei de di xia jie.
xin guang san yue, biggest shopping centre at taipei.
few beauty tinks i bought at taipei de faceshop n kin men de 7-11.
apple.
the three of us. loves.
sunglass tt i bought at rou he ye shi.

group photo wif our relative.
mi n my younger sis,yajing.

the underground tunnel tt the ppl in olden's days use in wars.




even taiwan,kinmen oso gt zi you nu shen.lol


tis is a place tt last time ppl use for scholarship,zhuang yuan.
can u imagine hw cold is it... below 10 degree. im wearing 3 shirts. lol. 1 shirt,i sweater n a windbreaker.lol.

mi n ah gu..


mi n my dad.
road mirror de reflection.


do i look like a siaocharbo? haha.
acting cool. lol.







our surname. tan chng.
our first ancestor .. dunno is my ah gong de ah gong de ah gong de ah gong ah.. blur.

the building behind us is our ancestor hse. whole hse is dey builded by demself, brick by brick.




can u c hw cold am i till my face turn pale.


fried yam. look delicious. bt i don like to eat yam.
taiwan de oyster mee sua.their oyster is small n fresh.. hmmm... delicious.
their wet market..

kin men hotel de toilet. even though is 4 1/2 star hotel, bt is sucks. still taipei hotel better.lol.taipei hotel gt bathtub bt kin men de don haf.



the olden's days washing 'machine'.
the olden's days the tap. manual de. press den gt water...
the tower behind mi is last time ppl use tt to peek pirate ship for dunno wad. last time the place im sitting is a big ocean.



kin men de original public phone. everywher de public phone in kin men all look like tis.
















can u c my shadow.


kin men de gaoliang jiu de factory..
kin men airport.





taipei de strawberry is big n sweet. GD!! NICE!!
we saw tis bulldog at shilin ye shi, we tot is a fake dog, bt look closely actually is a real one. haha.

tis corn is sucks to mi la. so ex oso. kanna tok le us, 4 corn for $18 sing dollar.faint....


taiwan de mrt token.. so special. lol.




singapore de mrt card n taiwan de mrt token.

























taipei de hotel.





u c taipei de hotel.. toilet is much more nicer den kin men rite? lol.
tv some more is plasma de.
taipei airport de toilet.









T3 de departure hall.










♥ ♥ ♥ 2:33 PM

Tuesday, December 2, 2008
still waiting for you .

jus came back frm my 5 days trip to taiwan on sunday nite. gg to upload my picts soon. cos cant find the cable. mus wait for sis to be back den i can upload. so i jus came n blog some nonsense lo. haha. stay at taipei for 1 day nia.. all the way mostly at kinmen, my grandfather de hometown. our chng family de home town. went to visit our ancestors de hse n pray.. so bored man. lol. lucky can shop ye shi at taipei. if nt i tink i don haf anything to buy le. lol. okies . shall blog again tonite. okay.. pls keep tuned.. lol. oh ya ytd went Hong kong nite, niteclub at peace centre.dn after tt went to find shena at viva the pub at clark quay. den after tt home sweet home.. :)


♥ ♥ ♥ 4:02 PM

Friday, November 21, 2008
still waiting for you .

same routine for today,wake up, hsework n eat. margaret sms mi to go out wif her, bt nt in the mood so ask her come to my hse instead, lol. wamted to c her princess. her princess is so chubby n adorable. lols. same month wif ah ger,(sis bb,odelia) she is jus older den odelia by 4 days, bt the difference is so big. lol. anyway. nice meeting her. shall meet up wif more young mummies soon .. :) waiting ..
tml bringing ah boy to vaccination. missed for alot of month le, suppose to take vaccination on 5 month old bt i delay till now 10 month gg to 11 month le. lol. bt is okay, cos i alreadi paid for the 6 in 1 package le. baobei sure cry tml de.. hope he will nt be tt painful, no side effect(fever)etc .. hope everything go smoothly.. monday visiting hubby again .. cant wait .. miss him so terribly .. wed im gg to taiwan, for 5 days wif my dad , bro, youngest sis, ah ma n ah gu. gg to visit our ah gong hometown n relatives in KIM MEN. cant wait for the trip. too long didnt sit aeroplane le, lol. im so excited. haha. will be back on sunday,30 nov. yippee!! HUBBY I LOVE U SO MUCH!! IM COMING TO C U ON MANDAY LE!! WAIT FOR MI KKS?? LOL!!

okay Photos Time ..:

Sherelle on my bed.. so cute ..
jus awake.. look so stun.. lol. :)
like her dressing.. sphagetts, bubble skirt n a red shoes..
she look so blur.. pretty!! closer look of her ..
mi n little cutie sherelle.. without makeup after bathing. look so ugly.lol.
group photo for the day, margaret n my boy,mi n sherelle, odelia n sis.


♥ ♥ ♥ 2:34 AM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008
still waiting for you .

Tis r the photos taken on ah ma bday celebration..

mi n my sis.
sis in law(andrew),bro(ah chao) n my son .

my bro n son ..








funny face of him. lol.



sis n odelia ..






the Chng's flower n grass.. lol, short of luis n jing ..
first row frm left:uncle,ah ma n dad.
second row frm left:big aunt, second aunt,mum n son,sis'shubby,sis n odelia,dad gf n bro. first row frm left:cousin,uncle,ah ma,dad,younger sis,ah ma's bro
second row frm left:big aunt,small aunt hubby ncousin, mum n son,second aunt,sis family,dad gf,ME n bro.
my most beloved ah ma.. i love her so much.
ah ma n all her grandchildren n two great grandchildren ..
mi n my ah ma... cant live without her!! sis family n ah ma..
my most beloved ah gu n odelia ..
big aunt n odelia.
uncle, cousin n odelia .
gu gong n odelia .. odelia,jing n ah en ..


♥ ♥ ♥ 6:18 PM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008
still waiting for you .

al the super duper overdue pictures plus some today took at a restaurant at airport T3 FOR AH MA CELEBRATION. overdue r wei long bday, my sis bday, carina full month.. all in sis camera, so took so long to upload. reali tiring lo.. took half a day to upload all. today took more photos still in sis camera will upload it sooner or later.. nth much to talk.. let the pictures do the work .. :)

i help my son to spike his hair. lols . he look so handsome.. he look nice in tis outfit ..
took at the restaurant forget the name le . tis is the place we went for dinner on my sis bday.. the place is so ulu .. the restaurant is Ponggol seafood restaurant at Ponggol end de country club cal wad marina country club de .. reali damn ulu de..
went shopping at this fashion at amk wif sis, love tis shirt bt is $47 too ex. so i gif it a miss, bt bought others.. damage for the day wif sis is $142 .. lol.
be4 gg out shoping wif sis ..


tis outfit of mine is my new dress n cardigan.lols .. took at a night club cal Hong Kong Palace.went dere for my sis bday celebration. dad bring us dere ..
tis is at wei long bday .. at elements at boat quay ..


beside apple de is the bday boy .. wei long ..

























saw our long lost fren .. james .. still the same .. laofuzi .. :)
mi n my son at giant at vivo ..
my sis bb starting to sit walker. den when my son saw she sit on his walker, he will crawl towards her n slowly will bite her head.. i tink my son tink is interesting. haha.. makes us laugh out loud. haha veri cute. took video, will upload soon ..








tis is the cake tt mi n siew ping buy, for her surprise at 1 am plus straight on her birthday. lols. sweet rite.. siew ping bought is at tanjong pagar a cake shop, dere is a cake shop open till quite late.. siew ping 12am plus gg to 1 am gi dere still haf. so mext time ppl can go dere buy le, if at nite ned a cake. lol. price nt ex oso. affordable price, range $20 to $30 ba ..
us without make up in out slping suit. lols...
my dad even worst, nt wearing any cloth. lols. wearing a spect, look so funny. lols .








mi n evelyn at carina full month .. so long didnt saw her le ..

mi n carina's mum, lina.. loves..
apple kissing lina's dog, princess..

mother n daughter.. lina n carina ..
husband n wife ..

Hong Kong Palace de singer ..


dad n her gf .. the singer at Hong Kong Palace .. my family is veri open de .. so don be surprise ..my family oso veri complicated de, for those hu know mi well knows.
























♥ ♥ ♥ 2:26 PM

Thursday, November 13, 2008
still waiting for you .

Went to c my hubby, very happy... miss him so much.. he still love mi as be4 n even more.. haha.. i love him more den my life!! laogong i love u!!!

Photos Time:

my ah gong son .. my cutie handsome blur son .. lol .
















♥ ♥ ♥ 7:05 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008
still waiting for you .

Reply to ^_^: actually will i will haf bb is becos, be4 tis case he gt another case. oso scared tt he will go in. tt time im onli his gf, i told him i will wait for him if he don believe can make mi pregnant i will wait for him together wif the bb. cos i told u u go in nt by myself at least i haf ur blood wif mi acc mi. bt tt case nth.. he was safe without gg in. bt hu knows i reali pregnant. so we gt married. everything go smoothly. jus went after i gif birth, doin confinement, he gt caught by somethings, he was charged after my bb one month. n he jus went in lik tis, without mi doin any heart preparation. so i wan to tell u is, even i noe he will go in be4 hand i will stil married to him. cos i love him so much.. tt nth can replaced...... tt is wad ppl sae love is blind.. rite?? i noe im stupid, bt hu ask mi to love him so much.. hais.. i will nt regret to married him n wait for him. i jus cant stand the time waiting for him. is so difficult to hang on. hais. bt back to the truth, i will still hang on n wait for him no matter wad, so i mus overcome my fear n loneliness..... tt is the onli tink...



okay... so long didnt blog cos my mum went back to thailand she was back tis morning, so i haf time to blog again le. sunday is our family day again. my dad bring us to the restaurant at habour front, next to vivo le, cal wad Prime de. forget the full name le. the restaurant is can turn de. we went there for dim sum, after tt dad bought us to vivo de giant shop shop.. den after home sweet home.... today went to visit joel at changi prison wif his mum den after tt went to apple hse do mani n pedi for her.den after tt home sweet home.tml gg to visit hubby le..
im so excited.. cant wait for tml. hubby i love u !!

Photos Time:

On dad car gg to eat..
my ah gong n mi .... love him ..

stupid face of him. haha..

random face of him ...

mother n son..

mi n my younger sis at escalator gg to restaurant.

mi n my sis.. pretty rite?? haha..
my family members in the lift, my family fit the whole lift. dere is 10 persons inside.. big family ya?? i love dem ...
can u c my dad carrying my son, n my sis bb the stupid face.. can u find it?? lols..
ordering the food...
ah ger, odelia.. my sis bb.. pretty rite?? like mother like daughter..
my sis suit straighthair more den curl.. 2 pretty young mummies.. lol..

my son playing wif the wet towel .. can u c de background, we r so high on top.
ps: u wan to go to the restaurant, u haf to take lift at the lobby to 9 floor den take a escalator up, after tt still mus climb a round staircase up. so troublsome. lols..



mi at apple hse after doin medi n pedi .. tired ..

taken by my hp nt veri clear.. french mani wif crystal ..leg is plain colour wif crystal ..

























♥ ♥ ♥ 11:37 PM

Friday, November 7, 2008
still waiting for you .

Reply to tag...

to daw: ya u r rite. seem pass veri fast. bt den .. hais .. dunno lehs .. ya i will not try to be alone. cos when i was young alreadi afraid of the feeling of lonely le. hais .

to xiaona: thx girl!! :)

to sandy: thx.

to xiiaomeiizii: ya u r true. haha. anyway thx... :)


♥ ♥ ♥ 3:32 PM

Wednesday, November 5, 2008
still waiting for you .

REPLY TO TAG ...

To xiaona:ger i noe wad u mean .. u no ned to repeat so many times. will try my best not to tink so much. don worry i onli vent out on blog.. on the apperance im alright.. n i will try to stay in tat way de. okay . don worry .. loves ..

To xiiaomeiizii: i hope my hubby can c my hardship n effort. n change when he is out. tat is my wish. so tt i can haf a happy family..... reali wish ...

Thx everyone for the concern. really veri appreciate tt alot of ppl came thru my blog will leave tag asking mi to hang on. even thou i dunno dem.


ppl will tink i wrote so much like a essay. bt i reali ned to sae something out of my heart if nt i reali will go CRAZY.. real CRAZY.


Sometimes i really dunno how to express out my feelings n thoughts.... dere is alot of tink i wanna sae. bt dunno how shlb i say. is the fact tt i will wait for my hubby no matter wad. will nt betray him n stay faithful to him. bt dere is alot of obstacles i will not noe in the future. i always tell ppl tt i will wait for him for sure i will hang on.. will stay happy for the sake of him n family n etc............. bt my emotional jus cant listen to mi.previously i haf minor depression. due to my family background. since i was young, since i start to 懂事. bt i get better after knowing my first hubby. everything go smoothly till my girl 1 yrs old. my life start to mess up again. after knowing my tis hubby. tot my life will change for good.. bt not..... tink my minor depression is comin back. i act a brave front infront of everyone, including my closer sister,frens n family. is nt i don wan to be truthful or don wan to disclosed my problems to dem. i noe dey will sae dey don mind to be my listening ear don mind to listen to my woes. dey will sae ask mi to hang on n wait for him to come out... all tis i will do . bt i jus don noe how to sae to dem to make dem understand. becos different ppl haf different kind of view. i often tell myself to be strong don be so negative. bt i jus cant. when im alone i will start to anyhow tink. previous post i sae i cry to slp. tt is the fact.my heart jus feel so empty, so lonely.... my girl is not behaving.. she wan my attention i noe, bt she is reali over. dunno how to describe... bt my family members noe. all of us jus dunno y she will become like. dunno how den we can teach her gd. den for my boy, he is starting to misbehave too. my son resemble his dad alot, its hurts mi even more seeing him. the only happy tinks is tat i c both my children grow up healthy.hais. im haf alot of sorrow tt i dunno how to express. onli can use blog to vent out all my unhappiness. hais .. every moment im missing him like crazy. my heart is like being stab by many times.. the pain is something like tis. hais . okay not to sae much le .. if not tears is comin down le ..

hais ........ 我们说好的幸福呢?正在等待你回来。等你回来实现你的诺言。为了你和这个家,我一定会撑下去的。无论有多难和艰苦,我也一定要做到。我一定不会被动摇的。

i realise dere is two song tat describe my feelings, tat wad i wan to tell my hubby. the song is 约定by周惠&约定by光良.

the part tat i wan to sae to hubby ...

光良的约定:说好的三年不见面,用我们的爱把时间留住。你笑着说这是我们的考验,我们的约定。就这样 三年又过了,我还是回到这个地方。我还记得 我们的约定,你会记得 我们的约定。一辈子幸福的约定,我还记得 我们的约定。我比以前还更爱你了,连那风都笑我了。我想它会告诉你的,我更爱你了。

周惠的约定:累到无力总会想吻你,才能忘了情路艰辛。你我约定难过的往事不许提,也答永远都 不让对方担心,要做快乐的自己 照顾自己。就算某天一个人孤寂。你我约定一争吵很快要喊停。也说好没有秘密彼此很透明。我会好好地爱你,傻傻爱你,不去计较公平不公平。

is so meaningful. exactly the meaning i wanna tell HIM... hais ..

Laogong i Love u!!



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Monday, November 3, 2008
still waiting for you .

Happy Bday SuShi Mei, Jasper n Sandy!!
so concidence tat my three frens birthday on the same day .. haha . anyway wish dem all the best in whatever tink dey do. all the dreams come true .




went to sushi bday party bbq at Ecp on 1 nov.. reach dere late due to some tinks. didnt manage to cut cake wif the birthday ger. bt at least im dere . suppose to go sandy bday party at pub DIVA at central mall. bt waited for slew ping to wish work too late le, so we decide to miss it. went to maxwell n eat den homesweethome...

Photos Time:

mi n apple at ecp de toilet . mi at ah ma hse waiting for lift gg down to ecp .
muacks ...



mi at birthday giirl!! love u!!

dada n mi ..
BIRTHDAY GIRL!!
apple unhappy face. haha..
apple n dada ..





ping guo ..

susu tying hair for ping guo .. lols ..

mi n ping guo at room 8 .






SAD!!
tis few days went blog hopping when im free. suddenly haf the feeling again. i saw alot of young mummies de blog all haf a family photo(mum,dad n child). bt pathetic mi lehs. i didnt haf, cos i don haf the chance. how i wish i can. bt by tt time my son is alreadi big le. don haf a pic when he is small. hais. after browsing my photo, i found one. one n only pathetic one.
mi n hubby n my daughter n my unborn son in my tummy.
tis is the only one i can find. hais.
Hubby i really miss u so much!! i cried to slp everynite. dunno y. maybe is due to the insomia of missing u ba. hais. laogong........... jay chou de song:说好的幸福呢? is nice. even thou the meaning is not totally describing my feeling. bt is the same as im asking.. wher is the happiness u promise mi?3 yrs ltr ...or no .. might be wondering, y im saying in tis way... becos i scared he might nt change to gd. den i might haf to wait again. or even i might not take it anymore n leave him .. i dunno ..i noe im tinking too much.. bt tis Qs is impt to mi. n i haf be pondering so a long time. i noe is still a long time.. bt reali.. IM SCARED...........






















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