yawen ♥ ahleong

2009-02-09T23:02:00.007+08:00

Tis is all the picts tt took at the zoo wif all the PRETTY YOUNG MUMMIES!!! nth much to blog.. anyway haf a great day wif dem!! hope will haf another gathering wif dem again .. =) mummies attended : jacq-mummy of jabez&shyanne, daw-mummy of niya, daisy-mummy of dosen&dovan, joanna-mummy of darren. n joanna hubby fren ..

tml will be a lonely valentine dy for mi .. just mi n my son at home . hais .. even dad is bringin his gf to dinner.. sis n her hubby.. hais . so sweet.. miss hubby terribly.. hated the feeling!! spent 1st yr valentine wif hubby at changi beach. quite a sweet one. 2nd yr i was doing my confinement, 3rd yr mean tis yr im alone, 4th yr oso the same, 5th yr oso again the same, den only 6th yr den i can get to celebrate wif him .. hais .... bad.. sad!! :''(

be4 gg to the zoo.
jabez, jacq n mi ..

daisy n mi ..

daw n mi ..

baobei n mi ..

odelia, my niece..

baobei be4 cutting his hair ..

can u c his Dick ?? lols .

baobei n jabez.. c he is so happy!!

nowadays he like doing tis kind of face!!

baobei playing water in rainforest, kidsworld .. i just reborn my hair so i didnt get the chance to play wif him .. nvm another time .. wif my son n daughter .. hopefully wif my hubby too ..

group photo, lack of jacq cos she was the one taking for us .. sad .. bt anyay thx jacq!! sry mummies i lazy to edit so abit far .. hope u all don mind!!

mi n daw!!

2009-02-01T01:58:00.003+08:00

Anyway ,My son birthday jus passed. 30 jan 08, held a mini party for him .. everything is perfect jus tt is not a proper family.. hais .. chinese birthday let him eat drumstick.. he look so cute.. more photo will upload soon!!

happy 1st birthday Quinton Soo Tian Le my baobei!! MUACKS . MUMMY LOVE U!!

2009-01-29T00:10:00.012+08:00

I gt no mood to blog to do anything .. I'm SAD!! LONELY LONELY .. hate the feeling of lonliness!! i hate it. hate myself .. hais .. love hubby so much!! bt waiting for him the feeling is so terrible. hais .. okay just c pic ba!

2009-01-16T23:14:00.005+08:00

Nth much to blog. will not be working for tis weekn next week. till after chinese new yr ba. cos my mum gone back to our hometown in chiang mai. den she seem like nt comin back fast. so i sians le lo. hais . cannt go out play. opps =p mus look after my son. times pass so slow. hais. my sis n bro n mum gone back to thailand. den bro gf gone back to china. younger bro in army. left mi my son, younger sis, brother in law n dad at home. im gg to BORED TO DEATH le la. lucky today my younger bro book out . den sis n bro tml comin back le. if nt im gg to ROT le. hees.. haven but new yr clothes for mi n son n daughter.. has.. waiting for sis to come back to we can go shop tgt.. okay, nth much to sae le. let peektures do the work ba. anyway gg to c hubby on wed.... dunno wad to sae to him, dunno will be a cold visit again. or everything will be back like last time.. hais .. lets c ba ... laogong I LOVE U!!

Photos Time:

mi on dad car gg to eat ..

joyce n mi. she n siew ping came n find mi n acc mi. thx, loves!!
annoying face of mine .. hais .

mi n my bro, luis..

mi n youngest sis, yajing

mi n yougest bro, ah chao

mi n my boy..at hse downstair gg to ah ma hse .. loves!!

us again ... muacks..

baobei!!

do we look alike??

i miss my daughter .. will get to c her next week.. bringing her to buy new clothes.. bb mummy love u!! n didi .. muacks!! =)

2009-01-13T00:16:00.019+08:00

All the overdue peektures.. on shena 21st birthday celebration n some random days tt im working .. nth to blog so just let the picts do the talking ba .. :)

mi, apple, yenny n joyce ..

all the ladies .. i love dem!!

rico n mi ..

mi, apple, yenny, rico n joyce..

when im singing, candid by rico ..

the beautiful n sexy young mummy cum birthday girl, shena ..

both r ice cream cake ..

sandy,yenny,rico n mi .

baobei n mi ..

mi n joanne, colleague cum darling.

mi n rocky, customer cum fren..

amelia, colleague cum darling..

jessica n mi ..

kent n mi ..

my youngest sis.. yajing..

le n jing .

mi n sabai sabai bouncer.. sam ..

2009-01-07T17:45:00.007+08:00

Gt a new fone le.. LG viewty KU990R. oso change my no. le ..finally gt fone to use le . those two days no fone use. like gg to die like tt . haha .. visited my hubby le .. nt veri happy. hais . anyway.. i love him!! okies .. shena n siew ping acc mi to bugis to buy hp n sign up a line. my no. veri stylelo de lo . 84444*** lols.. keep on 444 jiu shi le la. haha ..

PHOTOS TIME:
shena n mi testing out my front camera .. at bugis..
ping n mi testing out again ... :)

mi n my son sleepy look . lols..

wad a face man. haha.cam whoring ..

mi n keith .

2009-01-05T04:14:00.002+08:00

Fuck it! i lost my hp today. on cab. damn suay de lo. cb. so frens n sisters.. pls tag mi ur hp so i can contact u all. thx alot!! tag or email oso can. email will be better actually. gg to get a new fone soon. my no. will be the same jus tt i lost all the contact. my email is :xiaoya_9002@hotmail.com. hope to hear frm ur soon!! cheers!! :)

2008-12-31T18:34:00.004+08:00

Nth much to sae. jus let the pictures do talking ba .. :)

Photos Time:
mi n ping on mrt..

birthday ger, mi n my ah pa(musheng)

mi, ping, shena, birthday ger shimei, phoebe n the ger i dunno hu ..

mi n shena ..

mi n birthday ger ..!!

shena, ping, mi n keith .

candid shot...

2008-12-30T17:16:00.005+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS N A HAPPY NEW YR EVERYONE!!
didnt haf the time to update my blog due to working .. lols. jus roughly sae abt wad happen recently. on sun,28 dec went to my aunt hse for belated christmas party .. a family gathering. be4 tt went to my in law hse. quite enjoyable on tt day. ytd i went to shi mei 20th birthday. she celebrated it at CLUB SABAI SABAI .. im nt drunk nor high. so still okay lo . saw alot of fren tt so long nv c le. hees. okay. i tink jus cut short. lets the photo do talking ba!! i miss hubby so much!! will be seeing him on 6 jan .. i love u !! waiting ..

PHOTOS TIME:

My son wearing the fairy wings n hair band.. look so cute. bt he dislike.. u shall see his reaction. ........
mummy help mi.. i don like ... :(

mi n my primary skool mate-ming zhan .. 6 yrs didnt saw him le . reali enjoyed catching up wif him . :)

mi on the train to find shena ..

mi n jensen.. veri long brother cum fren !! :)

mi n keith .. :)

mi n kenny ..(nick ang kong boy) lols...

us again .. veri long time fren too .. :)

lols... kenny, mi n keith ..

look so xin fu rite .. lols.. frenship last always!!

mi n ping ..

us again outside . SABAI SABAI ..

the two pretty young mummies .. lols .. mi n shena . :)

6 to 7 yrs sistership.. still counting ....

retarded mi .. lols.. :D

2008-12-16T19:18:00.028+08:00

didnt haf the time to upload my blog. busy all tis while. haf start working at pub VIVA as waitress for part time. so ppl if can come n support mi okay .. is at central mall, opposite nana. took alot of photos on my bro, big boy n crystal wedding n oso the day gathering wif my beloved ones. went to swensens to haf our supper. haf a enjoyable nite wif dem. i love dem so much!!don sae so much le , jus let the picts do the talking ba .. (^_^)

Photos Time:

the candid shots ...

my beloved apple idiotic face. haha.

mi n shena ..

mi n vivian.

ohs!!

group photos.. wif my kids, short of apple..

all my loved ones..

top:sandy,casan, joyce

below:xue ling, siew ping n apple

while gathering ..

joyce n mi

ping n mi .

sandy n mi.

xue ling n mi .

my brother's birthday... 14.12.08

dad n bro.

the ugly mi n bro.

sis, bro gf, bro n youngest sis n sis hubby.

bro n his gf .

angie the choice de yam cake, is nice, bt i dunno how to eat yam. lol.

mi n my army boy brother. went in army on 13.12.08. miss him ..

mi n my baobei daughter.
ah girl n mi.

the bride(crystal)

mi n ah soh

pretty n sexy de ah girl..

mi n the bride ..

lowell, jolene n kelly.

is her wedding oso her birthday ..

hubby.. i miss u ..

tinking of u ..

2008-12-03T14:33:00.035+08:00

finally manage to upload all the picts le. hais, blogger is so lag.. facebook n friendster upload picts is much more faster lo. wonder whether blogger will change like facebook n friendster ma. lol.5 days trip to taiwan, first day at taipei, the other two days were at kin men(ancestor hometown), den last day at taipei again. waste so much time seeing scenery. only get to shop a little only. hais. bt better den nth lo. shall nt sae much le. let the photos do the talking ..

Photos Time:

1 dec 208 at hong kong nite nite club, brothers open 18 bottles, within 4 hrs finish 5 bottles. lol. tok gong ah!! lol. mi n apple.

mi n hao ge. da ge da.lol.

mi n sandy .

siew ping. mi n ah soh. apple, mi, siew ping n ah soh..

one of the biggest shopping centre at taipei.

taipei de di xia jie.

xin guang san yue, biggest shopping centre at taipei.

few beauty tinks i bought at taipei de faceshop n kin men de 7-11.

apple.

the three of us. loves.

sunglass tt i bought at rou he ye shi.

group photo wif our relative.

mi n my younger sis,yajing.

the underground tunnel tt the ppl in olden's days use in wars.

even taiwan,kinmen oso gt zi you nu shen.lol

tis is a place tt last time ppl use for scholarship,zhuang yuan.

can u imagine hw cold is it... below 10 degree. im wearing 3 shirts. lol. 1 shirt,i sweater n a windbreaker.lol.

mi n ah gu..

mi n my dad.

road mirror de reflection.

do i look like a siaocharbo? haha.

acting cool. lol.

our surname. tan chng.

our first ancestor .. dunno is my ah gong de ah gong de ah gong de ah gong ah.. blur.

the building behind us is our ancestor hse. whole hse is dey builded by demself, brick by brick.

can u c hw cold am i till my face turn pale.

fried yam. look delicious. bt i don like to eat yam.

taiwan de oyster mee sua.their oyster is small n fresh.. hmmm... delicious.

their wet market..

kin men hotel de toilet. even though is 4 1/2 star hotel, bt is sucks. still taipei hotel better.lol.taipei hotel gt bathtub bt kin men de don haf.

the olden's days washing 'machine'.

the olden's days the tap. manual de. press den gt water...

the tower behind mi is last time ppl use tt to peek pirate ship for dunno wad. last time the place im sitting is a big ocean.

kin men de original public phone. everywher de public phone in kin men all look like tis.

can u c my shadow.

kin men de gaoliang jiu de factory..

kin men airport.

taipei de strawberry is big n sweet. GD!! NICE!!

we saw tis bulldog at shilin ye shi, we tot is a fake dog, bt look closely actually is a real one. haha.

tis corn is sucks to mi la. so ex oso. kanna tok le us, 4 corn for $18 sing dollar.faint....

taiwan de mrt token.. so special. lol.

singapore de mrt card n taiwan de mrt token.

taipei de hotel.

u c taipei de hotel.. toilet is much more nicer den kin men rite? lol.

tv some more is plasma de.

taipei airport de toilet.

T3 de departure hall.

2008-12-02T16:02:00.002+08:00

jus came back frm my 5 days trip to taiwan on sunday nite. gg to upload my picts soon. cos cant find the cable. mus wait for sis to be back den i can upload. so i jus came n blog some nonsense lo. haha. stay at taipei for 1 day nia.. all the way mostly at kinmen, my grandfather de hometown. our chng family de home town. went to visit our ancestors de hse n pray.. so bored man. lol. lucky can shop ye shi at taipei. if nt i tink i don haf anything to buy le. lol. okies . shall blog again tonite. okay.. pls keep tuned.. lol. oh ya ytd went Hong kong nite, niteclub at peace centre.dn after tt went to find shena at viva the pub at clark quay. den after tt home sweet home.. :)

2008-11-21T02:34:00.003+08:00

same routine for today,wake up, hsework n eat. margaret sms mi to go out wif her, bt nt in the mood so ask her come to my hse instead, lol. wamted to c her princess. her princess is so chubby n adorable. lols. same month wif ah ger,(sis bb,odelia) she is jus older den odelia by 4 days, bt the difference is so big. lol. anyway. nice meeting her. shall meet up wif more young mummies soon .. :) waiting ..
tml bringing ah boy to vaccination. missed for alot of month le, suppose to take vaccination on 5 month old bt i delay till now 10 month gg to 11 month le. lol. bt is okay, cos i alreadi paid for the 6 in 1 package le. baobei sure cry tml de.. hope he will nt be tt painful, no side effect(fever)etc .. hope everything go smoothly.. monday visiting hubby again .. cant wait .. miss him so terribly .. wed im gg to taiwan, for 5 days wif my dad , bro, youngest sis, ah ma n ah gu. gg to visit our ah gong hometown n relatives in KIM MEN. cant wait for the trip. too long didnt sit aeroplane le, lol. im so excited. haha. will be back on sunday,30 nov. yippee!! HUBBY I LOVE U SO MUCH!! IM COMING TO C U ON MANDAY LE!! WAIT FOR MI KKS?? LOL!!

okay Photos Time ..:

Sherelle on my bed.. so cute ..
jus awake.. look so stun.. lol. :)

like her dressing.. sphagetts, bubble skirt n a red shoes..

she look so blur.. pretty!! closer look of her ..

mi n little cutie sherelle.. without makeup after bathing. look so ugly.lol.

group photo for the day, margaret n my boy,mi n sherelle, odelia n sis.

2008-11-19T18:18:00.007+08:00

Tis r the photos taken on ah ma bday celebration..

mi n my sis.
sis in law(andrew),bro(ah chao) n my son .

my bro n son ..

funny face of him. lol.

sis n odelia ..

the Chng's flower n grass.. lol, short of luis n jing ..

first row frm left:uncle,ah ma n dad.

second row frm left:big aunt, second aunt,mum n son,sis'shubby,sis n odelia,dad gf n bro. first row frm left:cousin,uncle,ah ma,dad,younger sis,ah ma's bro

second row frm left:big aunt,small aunt hubby ncousin, mum n son,second aunt,sis family,dad gf,ME n bro.

my most beloved ah ma.. i love her so much.

ah ma n all her grandchildren n two great grandchildren ..

mi n my ah ma... cant live without her!! sis family n ah ma..

my most beloved ah gu n odelia ..

big aunt n odelia.

uncle, cousin n odelia .

gu gong n odelia .. odelia,jing n ah en ..

Overdue picts ..

2008-11-18T14:26:00.016+08:00

al the super duper overdue pictures plus some today took at a restaurant at airport T3 FOR AH MA CELEBRATION. overdue r wei long bday, my sis bday, carina full month.. all in sis camera, so took so long to upload. reali tiring lo.. took half a day to upload all. today took more photos still in sis camera will upload it sooner or later.. nth much to talk.. let the pictures do the work .. :)

i help my son to spike his hair. lols . he look so handsome.. he look nice in tis outfit ..

took at the restaurant forget the name le . tis is the place we went for dinner on my sis bday.. the place is so ulu .. the restaurant is Ponggol seafood restaurant at Ponggol end de country club cal wad marina country club de .. reali damn ulu de..

went shopping at this fashion at amk wif sis, love tis shirt bt is $47 too ex. so i gif it a miss, bt bought others.. damage for the day wif sis is $142 .. lol.

be4 gg out shoping wif sis ..

tis outfit of mine is my new dress n cardigan.lols .. took at a night club cal Hong Kong Palace.went dere for my sis bday celebration. dad bring us dere ..

tis is at wei long bday .. at elements at boat quay ..

beside apple de is the bday boy .. wei long ..

saw our long lost fren .. james .. still the same .. laofuzi .. :)

mi n my son at giant at vivo ..

my sis bb starting to sit walker. den when my son saw she sit on his walker, he will crawl towards her n slowly will bite her head.. i tink my son tink is interesting. haha.. makes us laugh out loud. haha veri cute. took video, will upload soon ..

tis is the cake tt mi n siew ping buy, for her surprise at 1 am plus straight on her birthday. lols. sweet rite.. siew ping bought is at tanjong pagar a cake shop, dere is a cake shop open till quite late.. siew ping 12am plus gg to 1 am gi dere still haf. so mext time ppl can go dere buy le, if at nite ned a cake. lol. price nt ex oso. affordable price, range $20 to $30 ba ..

us without make up in out slping suit. lols...

my dad even worst, nt wearing any cloth. lols. wearing a spect, look so funny. lols .

mi n evelyn at carina full month .. so long didnt saw her le ..

mi n carina's mum, lina.. loves..

apple kissing lina's dog, princess..

mother n daughter.. lina n carina ..

husband n wife ..

Hong Kong Palace de singer ..

dad n her gf .. the singer at Hong Kong Palace .. my family is veri open de .. so don be surprise ..my family oso veri complicated de, for those hu know mi well knows.

2008-11-13T19:05:00.002+08:00

Went to c my hubby, very happy... miss him so much.. he still love mi as be4 n even more.. haha.. i love him more den my life!! laogong i love u!!!

Photos Time:

my ah gong son .. my cutie handsome blur son .. lol .

2008-11-11T23:37:00.005+08:00

Reply to ^_^: actually will i will haf bb is becos, be4 tis case he gt another case. oso scared tt he will go in. tt time im onli his gf, i told him i will wait for him if he don believe can make mi pregnant i will wait for him together wif the bb. cos i told u u go in nt by myself at least i haf ur blood wif mi acc mi. bt tt case nth.. he was safe without gg in. bt hu knows i reali pregnant. so we gt married. everything go smoothly. jus went after i gif birth, doin confinement, he gt caught by somethings, he was charged after my bb one month. n he jus went in lik tis, without mi doin any heart preparation. so i wan to tell u is, even i noe he will go in be4 hand i will stil married to him. cos i love him so much.. tt nth can replaced...... tt is wad ppl sae love is blind.. rite?? i noe im stupid, bt hu ask mi to love him so much.. hais.. i will nt regret to married him n wait for him. i jus cant stand the time waiting for him. is so difficult to hang on. hais. bt back to the truth, i will still hang on n wait for him no matter wad, so i mus overcome my fear n loneliness..... tt is the onli tink...

okay... so long didnt blog cos my mum went back to thailand she was back tis morning, so i haf time to blog again le. sunday is our family day again. my dad bring us to the restaurant at habour front, next to vivo le, cal wad Prime de. forget the full name le. the restaurant is can turn de. we went there for dim sum, after tt dad bought us to vivo de giant shop shop.. den after home sweet home.... today went to visit joel at changi prison wif his mum den after tt went to apple hse do mani n pedi for her.den after tt home sweet home.tml gg to visit hubby le..
im so excited.. cant wait for tml. hubby i love u !!

Photos Time:

On dad car gg to eat..
my ah gong n mi .... love him ..

stupid face of him. haha..

random face of him ...

mother n son..

mi n my younger sis at escalator gg to restaurant.

mi n my sis.. pretty rite?? haha..

my family members in the lift, my family fit the whole lift. dere is 10 persons inside.. big family ya?? i love dem ...

can u c my dad carrying my son, n my sis bb the stupid face.. can u find it?? lols..

ordering the food...

ah ger, odelia.. my sis bb.. pretty rite?? like mother like daughter..

my sis suit straighthair more den curl.. 2 pretty young mummies.. lol..

my son playing wif the wet towel .. can u c de background, we r so high on top.

ps: u wan to go to the restaurant, u haf to take lift at the lobby to 9 floor den take a escalator up, after tt still mus climb a round staircase up. so troublsome. lols..

mi at apple hse after doin medi n pedi .. tired ..

taken by my hp nt veri clear.. french mani wif crystal ..leg is plain colour wif crystal ..

2008-11-07T15:32:00.002+08:00

Reply to tag...

to daw: ya u r rite. seem pass veri fast. bt den .. hais .. dunno lehs .. ya i will not try to be alone. cos when i was young alreadi afraid of the feeling of lonely le. hais .

to xiaona: thx girl!! :)

to sandy: thx.

to xiiaomeiizii: ya u r true. haha. anyway thx... :)

2008-11-05T22:54:00.004+08:00

REPLY TO TAG ...

To xiaona:ger i noe wad u mean .. u no ned to repeat so many times. will try my best not to tink so much. don worry i onli vent out on blog.. on the apperance im alright.. n i will try to stay in tat way de. okay . don worry .. loves ..

To xiiaomeiizii: i hope my hubby can c my hardship n effort. n change when he is out. tat is my wish. so tt i can haf a happy family..... reali wish ...

Thx everyone for the concern. really veri appreciate tt alot of ppl came thru my blog will leave tag asking mi to hang on. even thou i dunno dem.

ppl will tink i wrote so much like a essay. bt i reali ned to sae something out of my heart if nt i reali will go CRAZY.. real CRAZY.

Sometimes i really dunno how to express out my feelings n thoughts.... dere is alot of tink i wanna sae. bt dunno how shlb i say. is the fact tt i will wait for my hubby no matter wad. will nt betray him n stay faithful to him. bt dere is alot of obstacles i will not noe in the future. i always tell ppl tt i will wait for him for sure i will hang on.. will stay happy for the sake of him n family n etc............. bt my emotional jus cant listen to mi.previously i haf minor depression. due to my family background. since i was young, since i start to 懂事. bt i get better after knowing my first hubby. everything go smoothly till my girl 1 yrs old. my life start to mess up again. after knowing my tis hubby. tot my life will change for good.. bt not..... tink my minor depression is comin back. i act a brave front infront of everyone, including my closer sister,frens n family. is nt i don wan to be truthful or don wan to disclosed my problems to dem. i noe dey will sae dey don mind to be my listening ear don mind to listen to my woes. dey will sae ask mi to hang on n wait for him to come out... all tis i will do . bt i jus don noe how to sae to dem to make dem understand. becos different ppl haf different kind of view. i often tell myself to be strong don be so negative. bt i jus cant. when im alone i will start to anyhow tink. previous post i sae i cry to slp. tt is the fact.my heart jus feel so empty, so lonely.... my girl is not behaving.. she wan my attention i noe, bt she is reali over. dunno how to describe... bt my family members noe. all of us jus dunno y she will become like. dunno how den we can teach her gd. den for my boy, he is starting to misbehave too. my son resemble his dad alot, its hurts mi even more seeing him. the only happy tinks is tat i c both my children grow up healthy.hais. im haf alot of sorrow tt i dunno how to express. onli can use blog to vent out all my unhappiness. hais .. every moment im missing him like crazy. my heart is like being stab by many times.. the pain is something like tis. hais . okay not to sae much le .. if not tears is comin down le ..

hais ........ 我们说好的幸福呢？正在等待你回来。等你回来实现你的诺言。为了你和这个家，我一定会撑下去的。无论有多难和艰苦，我也一定要做到。我一定不会被动摇的。

i realise dere is two song tat describe my feelings, tat wad i wan to tell my hubby. the song is 约定by周惠&约定by光良.

the part tat i wan to sae to hubby ...

光良的约定：说好的三年不见面，用我们的爱把时间留住。你笑着说这是我们的考验，我们的约定。就这样三年又过了，我还是回到这个地方。我还记得我们的约定，你会记得我们的约定。一辈子幸福的约定，我还记得我们的约定。我比以前还更爱你了，连那风都笑我了。我想它会告诉你的，我更爱你了。

周惠的约定：累到无力总会想吻你，才能忘了情路艰辛。你我约定难过的往事不许提，也答永远都不让对方担心，要做快乐的自己照顾自己。就算某天一个人孤寂。你我约定一争吵很快要喊停。也说好没有秘密彼此很透明。我会好好地爱你，傻傻爱你，不去计较公平不公平。

is so meaningful. exactly the meaning i wanna tell HIM... hais ..

Laogong i Love u!!

2008-11-03T16:32:00.005+08:00

Happy Bday SuShi Mei, Jasper n Sandy!!
so concidence tat my three frens birthday on the same day .. haha . anyway wish dem all the best in whatever tink dey do. all the dreams come true .

went to sushi bday party bbq at Ecp on 1 nov.. reach dere late due to some tinks. didnt manage to cut cake wif the birthday ger. bt at least im dere . suppose to go sandy bday party at pub DIVA at central mall. bt waited for slew ping to wish work too late le, so we decide to miss it. went to maxwell n eat den homesweethome...

Photos Time:

mi n apple at ecp de toilet . mi at ah ma hse waiting for lift gg down to ecp .

muacks ...

mi at birthday giirl!! love u!!

dada n mi ..

BIRTHDAY GIRL!!

apple unhappy face. haha..

apple n dada ..

ping guo ..

susu tying hair for ping guo .. lols ..

mi n ping guo at room 8 .

SAD!!

tis few days went blog hopping when im free. suddenly haf the feeling again. i saw alot of young mummies de blog all haf a family photo(mum,dad n child). bt pathetic mi lehs. i didnt haf, cos i don haf the chance. how i wish i can. bt by tt time my son is alreadi big le. don haf a pic when he is small. hais. after browsing my photo, i found one. one n only pathetic one.
mi n hubby n my daughter n my unborn son in my tummy.

tis is the only one i can find. hais.

Hubby i really miss u so much!! i cried to slp everynite. dunno y. maybe is due to the insomia of missing u ba. hais. laogong........... jay chou de song:说好的幸福呢? is nice. even thou the meaning is not totally describing my feeling. bt is the same as im asking.. wher is the happiness u promise mi?3 yrs ltr ...or no .. might be wondering, y im saying in tis way... becos i scared he might nt change to gd. den i might haf to wait again. or even i might not take it anymore n leave him .. i dunno ..i noe im tinking too much.. bt tis Qs is impt to mi. n i haf be pondering so a long time. i noe is still a long time.. bt reali.. IM SCARED...........

2008-10-31T23:07:00.008+08:00

Went to Jolene birthday at Aloha Loyang. is her 21st birthday!! Happy Birthday, my girl!! be happy always!! Aloha loyang is so wulu.. no car, or transport sure cannt go in de la. so far inside. further den costa sand, bt the place is bigger. cos the chalet dere is all terrace or bungalow de lo. so quite big. jolene rent tat place for 3 days 2 nite, damn cheap lo, due to rent by a government worker. might consider my 21st birthday do it dere. is a matter of place nia, too far if nt sure veri gd de!! lols . den after tt went back to shena chalet. cos she extend one more day due to oversleep. haha. bt left early tat day. leave at 6am. on my way back, alone... miss hubby again. hais, i reali cannt be alone de lo. i scared loneliness.. reali. i reali cant. if im alone i will start to anyhow tink, gd or bad .. hais .. den today went swimming wif my mum, son, daughter n younger sis. haf a great day wif dem. lols.

Photo Time:

3 Years is a long way ahead for mi.. i mus bear wif it, hang on till u r out!! HuBBY I Love You!! no matter happy or sad, mus haf a smile on my face.....

Swimming Time...

boy, jing n xuan. preparing to go out le!!

princess giving a funny smile.. haha ..

my cutie pie..

i'm so happy!! love playing wif water!!

jing n xuan ..

Yeah!!!

mi n my pretty princess..

wher is mummy?? haha..

huh??

water gun is nice to eat huh ?? hahaha..

tired le ... hees ..

love him...

boy n my mum...

he jus love putting anything into his mouth....

ah gong face.. hees ..

2008-10-28T01:57:00.006+08:00

Happy 1st Birthday Eason Choi!! (shena's son)
All tis while have been staying at home, watching drama do household... everyday is the same. my life is so boring. hais .. one of my beloved ask mi a Qs, 'y u feeling sad emo all tat u sae in the blog bt nv cal mi n talk?' talk to blog better den mi hor?? i wan to sae is i nv tell u all is becos i don wan u all to worry for mi. im okay!! jus feel emo, sad n lonely sometimes only. when go out wif u i nv show out beco i don wan to spoil the mood of everyone. so i choose to stay happy n cheerful. don worry my GIRLS... im FINE. im sure i can overcome tis 3 yrs of nightmare de .. cos have ur by my side, makes my days more lively .. n oso becos of ur i noe in tis 3 yrs of nightmare i haf u all by myside to acc mi to make mi laugh n joke wif u all.. RITE?? hees. I LOVE U ALL!! DEEP DEEP!! REALLY!! bt when u all haf any problems or wan to say something to someone... remember to cal mi.. im 24/7 on standby only for u all!! my ears r clean to listen to ur "story". i can console u. okay?? REMEMBER.. hees .

wan malaysia wif andrew, chao, apple n joyce on thurs. we eat buy n pump. so enjoyful. hoping for more...

went to shena's son 1st birthday ytd, sunday. bt too bad by the time i was dere her son is already not in. bt mi, apple n siew ping stay in the chalet till morning 11 plus den leave. SOMETHING happen..... bt everything is solved!! hees.. reach home didnt catch a wink of slp. iron clothes, help dad to prepare fodd for popiah. my dad make delicious popiah.. hees. den after tat for 3 hrs only, den was awaken by my naughty little princess. she is back frm her dad hse. so woke up haf dinner watch drama den here i come to blog... im so sleepy.. gg to haf a gd night slp..(hoping to dream of hubby) so tat at least i can have some dating moments in teh dream. haha.(i noe im craping. i'm gg cranky.. haha!! slping time!!)

PHOTOS Time!!!

a new look of mi ...(eyebrow.. lols) love it..

mi n apple in downtown toilet .. cam whoring ..

6 yrs n still counting ...

jus realise tat actually tis pic is thelast pic tat i took wif laogong.. he is frowning his eyebrow somemore.becos at tat point he is angry at mi bout something.miss him sooooooo much.. hais ..

miss this slping position... miss slping in his arms ... miss his everything. kisses, huggies n everything of him!!

Laogong I lOve You!!!!

2008-10-21T18:18:00.003+08:00

Happy 1 Year Anniversary Hubby!!! i love u Hubby !!!

Today is our 1 yr marriage anniversary .. even though we haf been together for 2 yrs plus . married for 1 yr le. for during our marriage life we onli spent 4 month plus together onli. laogong.. i miss u so much . for other couple, their marriage life might haf ups n downs. bt dey sure will celebrate for the first yr anniversary. bt for mi we haf to spent alone. we haf to be destined to separate. we onli can reunion after 3 yrs. im still counting down .... laogong i need u badly .. im having intestine cramp .. so unbearable ... laogong ..... i love u ..

i love u hubby!!!

2008-10-14T01:03:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday My Dear Brother(ah chao)
18 le can haf license le. can go to alot of place le. Jia You on ur driving license .. Jia You!!!

So long didnt blog. boring life .. sians .. went to weilong bday on fri 10 oct08. took alot of photo. no time to upload. will upload soon.. 100 over photo to upload. all overdue picts using digital cam.. will upload soon. pls keep tuned .... hees ..

2008-10-09T01:12:00.003+08:00

pictures taken on sun n mon. sun go eat CoCoa Steamboat wif my family, den mon go Immigration wif my mum, daughter n son. to extend my mum social visist pass. waited for a long time. nearly fall asleep . my daughter wear heels tat bought by her yeye. she is complaining abt tired n pain. so went to amk central n buy her a new sandals. look alike as mine de .. hees . den home sweet home ..

mi n ICA. waited so long..............my baobei nu er de attire for tat day..
the heels tat look so beautiful bt causing alot of discomfort to her leg.
the height of the heels. side view..
mi on my dad car on the way to International Building to have our dinner.

my dad.... in the restaurant.

mi n my sleepy son ..hees ..

2008-10-05T01:57:00.010+08:00

tis few days doin the same tink. hais. reali veri no life sias. 30 of sept is andrew my sis in law birthday. my dad bring all of us to Tung Lok Restaurant to eat. veri ex. cos $311 altogether. bt is nice. so eat till veri full. lols. den 1st oct apple came back from china le. so haf a meet up wif her sushi joyce at apple hse. after tat we switch it to kovan de Hong Kong Cafe. meet u wif sandy siew ping desmond n sotong. we ton all the nite till morning 7.30am at kovan Mac. lols . haf a enjoyable nite wif dem. den the rest of the day im at home. eat slp hsework drama movie n makeup etc... hais . jus let the pict do the work ba . taken on andrew birthday at Tung Lok Restaurant n at home....

ah yi wif the niece n nephew. my sis yajing n my son n daughter, xuan n le..mi.. look so white, due to the lighting.. haha.

mi n my sis, yajing.. yajing n yawen..

mi n my dad. he seem so sleepy. haha.

mi n my sis..

twist ..

Tung Lok Restaurant de menu.

mi n my pretty ger.
she is acting cute again.. hees ..

my pretty daughter.. isnt she pretty?? hees.

my blur pie ..

my sweetie cutie pie.. love him!!
my sis n his hubby. the birthday boy!!

love my dressing of tat day n the makeu. haha .

loving her always.

tis two r love of my life!!

at home ..

preparing gg out le ..

my bro n my son in the car ..ah le wad face r u showing .. haha ..

mi after makeup ..

mi n birthday boy, andrew sim
mi n my bro ..

yajing n ah xuan ..

ppl is 3 musketeers, ours is 4 musketeers. haha. yajing carring kaiting. li xuan carrying tian le!!

my two xin gan baobei!!

no one can replaced dem!!

2008-09-29T23:57:00.005+08:00

nth to blog tis few days. went out to meet sp n joyce on fri at tanjong pagar, after waiting for sandy to finish work we went to boat quay. kinda boring nite. hais. picts taken on tat day n same pic tat my son trying to sit on the play car. so cute lo .. so sacred he will fal down. haha.

my son. hees ..
his gaui lan look. lols...

the playskool car from our fren for my sis bb de full month. my son use first.

mi n joyce outside room 8! mi in 'fondre' toilet.

mi n sp outside room 8!

sp n joyce.

saw some pic at my wedding disc. miss hubby so upload some of it..

mi n hubby, mi in my nite gown.

sabo to kiss .. boy i missed ur kisses, all the time but tis is....

2008-09-26T00:36:00.003+08:00

today jus went to c hubby, den home sweet home le. nth much. on the way, took some photos. jus let the pic do the talking ba. cos im nt in the mood to blog, due to some idiotic passerby...

miss hubby more n more after visiting him. hais. laogong i love u!!

mi on the way to changi PLC. in andrew car. my hair look long in pic, bt i tink tat is still the same. sad..

mi n my sis at my hse the carpark..

before gg out, preparing. after puting foundation, both our face look like ghost. haha. it seem tat without foundation is better. haha..... we like veri sick!! haha..

two mother, scarifice their figure, looks n health after giving birth to their precious. nt to us only bt to all the mums...

mi n my sis in the car.. random.. depressed... after visiting hubby.. i miss u hubby!!!

To Passerby, pls stop criticize ppl, when u r so ashamed of ur own name n urself!! dare to tag, bt don dare to let ppl noe hu the hell r u!! tis world becos gt u tis kind of ppl, tat makes the world had blog spammer... did u reali had nth to do till tat u can interfere ppls personal tink. my blog is only for those ppl tat hu noe mi, n unknown ppl hu reali care for mi, even though dey dunno mi. not for u tis idiot!! u can view n tag but not all tis crap n nonsense!! u can continue wif ur crap n nonsense, if u nt scared of retribution. u will soon haf the own taste of wad u had done to other ppl. i bet u!! or ur loves one hu suffer for u!! im nt cursing u, bt to let u noe the fact tat gd ppl haf gd retribution, bt bad ppl will haf a bad retribution n a veri sad ending. tis is wad i wan to tell u. u can say my eng is veri bad, i don fck care. cos i admit i had veri less education. bt at least i haf a gd manners, wont go ard crticizing ppl. wads goes ard comes ard, the earth is round!!

2008-09-25T01:52:00.004+08:00

Today whole day at home, jus went for dinner at geylang wif my sis n her hubby n my bro, to eat claypot rice. other den tat was rotting at home. nth to do some took some photos wif my kids n my sis. hees. den jus now before i blg i took picts for my son n daughter together n wif their ah ma. den i realise one tink. my first hubby cal Fulong n my hubby nw cal Ah Leong. both my kids look like their dads, none of dem is like mi. haha. when i took the photos of my son n daughter, is like Fulong n Ah Leong takin photo. hahas. lols. okies. jus let th picts do the work ba. gg to contiune my drama le. den haf to slp early tml wake up early den gg to c hubby, bring my sis n her bb along to let my hubby c dem . hais .. so excited. miss him so much. TML GG TO C HIM LE!! YEAH!!!!!

mi, ah le n ah xuan. my naughty little pretty princess. she is reali driving mi crazy!! so naughty.. oh my!!
us again!!
like to pose so much!! oh my god!! haha.
le le smiling so happily!! love him to bits!!

his pity face, he wanna cry le, yearning mi to caarry him.. poor boy!! okay, mummy sayang ah!!

xuan, mum n le..... can u all c.... fulong n ah leong took photo together!! LOLS!! both acting to be sexy... ah le showing his sexy shoulder.. HAHA.. LOLS!!

mi n my sis de random pic, she is trying to act cute n innocent!!LOLS!!

our without makeup face. lucky not veri bad.. still can c haha. now u all noe we save alot of foundation n skin products!! haha..
we haf the same nail polish... striking blue... lols.

aaahhhhh!!!

2008-09-23T20:51:00.004+08:00

All tis while im at hm, doin nth. looking after children n watch drama... im so engorssed in thai drama. haf finish watching two thai drama. one is jam loey rak n badarn jai. both acted by tis actor cal aum atichart. veri handsome man. n his acting is damn gd. i will included the link below. is recommended to watch. is wif eng sub. so don worry u all can understand de. reali veri nice. n i oso finding more shows acted by him. the show jam loey rak is acted by aum n aff. aff is a veri beautiful lady, elegant. chio ah!! haha. oh ya. dunno which idiot cal passerby come n tok so much in my blog. either he or she is too bored till nth to do ba. so kpo abt ppl tinks n privacy. i told him/her tat my hubby is inside, still bother do ask wad did he do tat he go in. n sae tat my hubby one look noe is paikia le. my hubby paikia ant is nt her fcking business man. kao. he/she is so annoying. cant be bother.

oh ya upload some random picts took few das ago. i look more n more motherly le. lols. bad to sae is "yellow face woman" haha. bt don care, ugly ugly lo. lols. tis few days feeling kinda down. dunno y oso. hais .. oh ya both the show de songs, veri nice lo. im finding ways to d thai songs. those songs are too gd le. haha. 1 is NGAO by PEACEMAKER, 2 JUM LOEY RUK by PUNCE, 3 OH JAI URIE by DOOBADOO, lastly is RUK KOON KAU EEK LAAW by BOYDPOD. u all can listen those song at http://www.ethaimusic.com/, or http://www.youtube.com/. jus for listening only. okies. thurs gg to visit hubby again le. looking forward.. kks .. gg to contiune my drama le .. will e back again .. =)

http://www.tudou.com/playlist/id/3842686/ ---jum loey rak de full episode!!

http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=A61831B265257A53 ---badarn jai de full episode!!

ppl u all mus watch!!

mi n my son wif my untidy hair.
blur/handsome look......
ah gong. darling mummy love u !!ah le in baby chair. he is gg to 8 mth old le .. wooh.. fast ??
tis is aum atichart.. last time hair style. bt still love it,

so handsome.. formal wearing..

tis is aff.. she n aum act in jum loey rak. veri nice.. pretty rite??
woooh........ cool ...

the scene in the end of jum loey rak .... sweet .. i miss hubby!!!

style!!!!

lor chai mai?? rak aum mak mak.

2008-09-04T16:55:00.006+08:00

Tis few weeks or rather sae tis two months. haf been staYING AT HOME LOOKING AFTER CHILDREN. be a 24hr mum, hw i wish i can be a 24 hr wife to my hubby too. too bad. cant, only i can do is to wait lo. jus taken a few pictures. so cAMe n upload. sunday my mum is comin back le. freedom is back again. bt how i wish i can stay at home look after children don work. wait for hubby to come back. bt i noe is impossible de. i mus be more realistic. i mus work to support mi, mum n children. hais. time pass so slow. ytd went to visit hubby. he become more n more fit man. lols. gt 6 'pack' n chest le sias. miss him so so so much. how i wish i can hug him ytd, bt no between us gt a thick glass. hais. can u feel tat kind of feeling. when u saw ur loved one bt u cant touch him. is so terrible man. hais. god!! pls let the time pass faster.. reali suffer from lonliness is so terrible n unbearable. hais. okay la. don sae bout sad tinks le. lets c picts ba!!!!

my sis de bb. her name is odelia, bt my dad sae is so difficult to pronounce so he cal her olay olay. lols. so i cal her olay olay too. cute rite. botak..

after bathin, c her naked body. shame shame..... crying, mummy faster.... im cold. hees.
my son. my dad cal him ah gong. cos he alwaes gif a ah gong face. love him to bits.

like two boy rite?? bt i feel more like husband n wife. haha. my son n olay olay. lols.
the difference between 7 months n 1 month plus......

mummy r u taking picture of mi?? lols .... huh ???
mi n ah boy.. le le ah..... twist.

my sis make my son wear her daughter dress for 6 month de. look so funny rite. lols.

tis is my sister in law bb boy. his name is jayden. premature born at 32 weeks. now is 5 mth old. chubby rite. hees. candid shot...

huh ?? wad is tat ??

11 months ago im a xin fu nu ren........ bt now.... im a ........

lonely women.... missing her hubby like hell....... waiting for him ......

jayden...
u c my sis bb head... like alien head rite. lols. so long de. haha...

2008-08-30T12:01:00.003+08:00

so long didnt update le. my blog rotting le. hees. don haf the mood to blog lehs. onli haf mood to watch drama. finish watching the show ☆命中注定我爱你 ☆ . nice man .. lols .. 9/10. hees. oso finish ying ye 3 jia 1. hees. gg to chase more n more drama. hees. tis month i go 7th mth dinner t 9002 oso go to room 8 geographer n oso siew ping 21st birthday!! den other den tat im alwaes at home. looking after my baobei son n daugghter .. hees. so sians. boring life. onli watch drama ca pass the time faster so tat i wont tink so much. so tat i can be more happy. when i watch drama im inside the show so engrossed. until if is sad part i ll cry as im the one inside. haha. okies. gg to haf my lunch le. will blg again . mi n joyce at 9002 dinner. mi at room 8 e room.
mi n my son taken in my room. love him to bits.!! look like mi?? or hubby?? look more like hubby make mi miss him even more.. hais..

ah boy haf teeth le. two tiny teeth growing out lower part in the centre. duno tat cal wad. haha. i love u!!